Friday saw what would have been the
110th
birthday of Robert Ervin Howard, who was born in 1906 and died in
1936. The man lived his entire life in the backwaters of central
Texas, at a time when it was even more a backwater than it is now.
His life was short, and would pass unremarked except for the body of
work he left behind. Howard was a prolific and brutally talented
writer, self-taught and with a limited education. He read
voraciously, seeking - one imagines - escape from the harsh world he
grew up in.
His life was not a happy one. He was a loner, a misfit, and a man
who struggled with a pull toward an intellectual and artistic life in
a place and time that did not value it. He had few close friends,
and only one real romantic relationship that ultimately ended
unhappily. He was close with his mother, who was sickly and
protective of him. He fought with depression seemingly his entire
life, passing in and out of down cycles like clouds passing over the
sun.
Suicide was something he talked about a lot, and by modern standards
the lead-up to his death was pretty easy to see, even from 70 years
in the future. He seems to have stayed only for the sake of his
mother. He felt she needed him, and did not want to cause her pain
by ending his life. Thus, when he was told she was dying and would
not regain consciousness, he could not get out of this world fast
enough.
I have been to the house he lived in at the end of his terribly short
life. I sat in the room where his mother died. I got up and walked
out, down the hall and out the back door. I got in my car, as he
did. I looked at the back of the house, plain and small and white,
the endless Texas sky behind it. There would have been less there,
then, and I tried to picture it. What was the last thing he looked
at?
His legend has grown over the years
since he took his own life that June day. When he died, I would not
be born for another 36 years. And yet he speaks to me, and to so
many others. He was an active, working author for just a dozen
years, but in that time he created a legacy that very few 20th
century writers have surpassed. Of his contemporaries, only
Lovecraft casts a longer shadow, most of the rest of them forgotten
save by aficionados. Most popular novelists of his day have declined
into utter obscurity.
But Howard endures. His later fiction was often blisteringly funny,
but that is not what we remember. The works he created that have
endured are all of a kind: grim, bloody, filled with larger-than-life
characters and detailed, exotic settings. He fused the spirit of
adventure fiction with fantasy and horror and created something that
refuses to die. It is hard to believe, if you have seen the little
room he slept and worked in. The Hyborean Age was born in such a
small place.
And I think that is part of why he endures. Howard has inspired
authors for generations now, because you read his sharp, vivid worlds
and you want to go explore them. He always creates the sense of a
much larger world beyond the boundaries of the story, a world more
colorful and exciting and rewarding than this one. I can think of
few better motivators for such a wide-ranging imagination than that
mean, narrow room where he spent his days. He would not be confined
by walls or rules or conventions, he would not be held to work a job
like a serf on a manor. In that place he worked his wonders, and
even now they sparkle.
He did not want to stay. Suicide is often derided as an easy way
out, but for some, the work of remaining in this weary life is too
much. We can’t judge that choice, because we do not bear the
burdens of those who make it. He wanted to go, and so he went. It
was not Bob Howard’s way to dither about it.
It is likely he thought the world would never miss him, and yet it
does. He has shaped our imaginings and art for most of a century,
and I see no sign of that ending. He is one of the giants of fantasy
fiction, and yet he is the shadow side. His domain is not the
bright, clean allegories of High Fantasy, but the dark places behind
it. If Tolkien is the kindly old grandfather of fantasy, then Howard
is the brooding uncle who lurks in the background, but he has the
best stories, if you ask him to tell them.